Share via Email It's nearly three years since I heard your voice on the telephone, nearly two years since I heard your voice from the other side of your front door. A small, frightened whisper, which, though I knew it to be in your voice, didn't seem like you at all. I sat for nearly three hours in the rain on your doorstep, hoping we could talk, if only through the door; I hoped you would come to the station to find me before I went back.
Share via Email You have chosen a life without me. How long do you need? I have tried many forms of contact but you block me. It has been 10 months since that final day. Will this silence last for ever? I ought not to equate my agony to grieving for the dead: I am happy that you are forging ahead with your passions and your friendships.
I am pleased for you and I am proud of you whether you want that or not. All I want is for you to let me know if you intend this silence to last for ever?
I have looked up estrangement on the internet and all I can find are examples of forced marriage or violent alcoholic parents, or similar.
I had thought that you and I were close. Rejection in a romantic love relationship is deeply painful, but from a son, the wound cannot heal over with time. I know that you think that I should be happy, because I still have your sister at home to care for, but that is not how motherhood works.
The wound is gaping and it is tender. I look out for you on every street corner.
A tiny glimmer of hope briefly possesses me when I see someone who might be you. My vision cruelly morphs the most unlikely strangers in to your shape. Many times each day my brain plays tricks. I have tried numerous forms of counsellor and you would be pleased to know that they all confirm that I have no choice but to give you space and to get on with my own life.
This is what I do, but you are below the surface of everything.
I am never truly laughing, never relaxed or content. Tears burst out of me at the most inappropriate moments, at any reminder.The letter you always wanted to write. I t's nearly three years since I heard your voice on the telephone, nearly two years since I heard your voice from the other side of your front door.
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